Even though it has been more than 1 month,
it still feels like you are still around.
When facebook shows that you liked certain group or page,
when your friends still leave messages on your wall...
It should be the case when sometimes you will pop me a message on msn
starting off with your usual "hey" followed by my name.
It should be the case when I am alone in NP feeling bored,
I can sms you and chat.
It should be the case when I can complain to you about my unhappiness
and you will turn it into a joke.
Then we both laugh it off.
I still need more time to get over this.
To get over the fact that you are gone.
To get over the fact that I lost you, such a great friend.
=[ "hey, how r u? i hope ure doing fine wherever you u r now." ]=
=[ seriously irritating myself when I tear when I think of you ]=