Alone Again Naturally
很灰的一首歌
很小的時候
就聽過這首曲子
而且對這首歌的歌詞印象還頗為深刻
一直都還記得
是因為當時
常常有感於是否在人生旅途當中
最終
還是會回歸孤單
一切總是得靠自己…
於是
Alone again？ Naturally…
從小就獨立自主在外打拼的人
對於孤單並不陌生
一種孤立無援
一切只得靠自己的感覺
當漸漸習慣
生病時自己還得拖著病體就醫
傷心時只能隱藏角落暗自哭泣
久而久之
積累磨練出剛毅得接近冷酷的理智
於是
Alone again？ Naturally…
見過很多的婚姻關係
無法想像有多麼的天真幼稚自私偏狹
腦海裡
總是在自己的世界當中打轉
有人把太太當媽媽＋菲傭使喚
有人把老公當爸爸＋金主看待
當「我」與「我們」的疑團終於態勢清楚了
兩人都決定了各自只為自己盤算時
於是
Alone again？ Naturally…
人生的旅程
當父母無法依靠
配偶靠不住
小孩也不願意讓靠時
於是
Alone again？ Naturally…
很灰的思想
卻值得未雨綢繆的想一想…
Alone Again Naturally
In a little while from now, 過了一會兒
If I'm not feeling any less sour. 如果我已感覺不到一點心酸
I promised myself, to treat myself, 我會承諾好好的對待自己
And visit a nearby tower .......... 去附近的一座高塔走走
And climbing to the top, 爬到了最高層
Would throw myself off, 想就此一躍而下
In an effort to, make clear to whoever, 努力想對旁人釐清這一切
What it's like when your shattered ....... 當你粉身碎骨…
Left standing in a lurch, 被遺棄在狼狽尷尬的處境，那會是什麼情景？
In a church with people saying .....在教堂裡的人們會說：
My God, that's tough, she stood him up, 「天啊！太可憐了，她已將他扶起」
No point in us remaining ....... 「我們也沒有留在現場的必要…」
I may as well go home, 我倒不如回家去
As I did on my own, 如同一向獨來獨往的我
Alone again, naturally. 自然而然地，又再次的孤獨
To think that only yesterday, 想想不過是昨天而已
I was cheerful, bright and gay. 那時的我興高采烈、心情愉快
Looking forward to, and who wouldn’t do, 期待著
The role I was about to play. 我即將扮演的角色
But as if to knock me down, 但是如同將我擊倒一般的
Reality came around, 現實紛至沓來
And without so much as a mere touch, 即使沒有太多輕微的觸動
Cut me into little pieces. 將我切成碎片
Leaving me to doubt, all about God and His mercy, 讓我留下的疑惑，都說是上帝的垂憐
Oh, if He really does exist, 如果祂真的存在
Why did He desert me? 為何祂要棄我於不顧？
And in my hour of need, 在我需要祂的時刻
I truely am, indeed, 我真的非常需要祂時
Alone again, naturally. 自然而然地，又再次的孤獨
It seems to me that there are more hearts, 對我來說，這世上有太多的心
Broken in the world that can be mended, 破碎無法修補
Left unattended, what do we do?無人眷顧，而我們又能做些什麼？
What do we do? 我們究竟能做什麼？
Now looking back over the years, 如今回首過往的歲月
And whatever else that appears. 往事歷歷如昨
I remember I cried when my father died, 記得父親過世時，我哭了
Never wishing to hide the tears. 不想刻意去掩飾淚水
At sixty-five years old, 六十五歲那年
My mother, God rest her soul, 我的母親，願上帝安息她的靈魂
Couldn’t understand why the only man, 她始終無法明白她唯一愛過的男人
She had ever loved had been taken. 為什麼會被奪走
Leaving her to start, with a heart so badly broken, 留下她一個人開始心碎難過
Despite encouragement from me, 無視於我的鼓勵
No words were ever spoken. 她從此不發一語
And when she passed away, 她去世時
I cried and cried all day, 我整天哭了又哭........
Alone again, naturally ..... 自然而然地，又再次的孤獨
Gilbert O'Sullivan - Alone Again Naturally
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