天氣變的好冷 晚上都要蓋大棉被睡覺 早上都因為被子太舒服 所以不想起來
早上去上課的時候 東翻西翻的找暖的衣服
看到了 一件 AX 的黑色毛衣 心裡忽然酸了一下不知道要哭還是笑
心裡也沒想太多 因為快遲到了 抓了一件去年買的外套
American Eagle 的棕色外套 上面還有去年留下的香水味 可能因為還沒洗過吧
才 60 快美金的廉價外套 但是卻被我配的很有形
在鏡子前面東照西照 實在越看越喜歡 心裡想 "恩 這件真的是買對了"
2:40 的課 1:40 就到了 因為跟 Ellen 約了要陪他還書
到了學校 他已經在吃飯的地方等我了
仔細打良一下 他今天穿的還滿正的 白色的毛衣 還有LV 的大包包
紅色的高跟鞋 還有很顯身材的牛仔褲
臉上有我建議的 深田宮子 的淡妝 走在他旁邊很有面子

坐下以後他也仔細的打量了一下我 因該是沒什麼缺點
說了幾句話 他和我說他最近有被人追 之類的廢話 甘我屁是阿
跟他實在是有點話不投機 可能只是型男澀女會互相吸引吧
就在沉靜的時候 他指著我的外套說 "上面的頭髮是誰的阿?"
"ㄟ?沒有阿 不知道ㄟ"
"又跟哪個野女人去混了阿?"
"最好是 啦 可能剛剛被誰撞到吧"
"最好不是 一定是跟野女人混啦你"
"幹麻 吃醋喔 對啦就是跟野女人混啦"
"誰吃醋阿 你白痴ㄟ你"
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有點黃黃的酒紅色長髮 在我的外套的帽子上面
我已為我在也看不到也摸不到了 原來自己的外套 有收藏
想起去年我最後一次穿這件外套的時候 是 12/14 號 送他去機場的時候
"八點三十分 飛往名古屋的旅客 請登機" 是說著我們分手的開始

12/13/06
" Oh my god... i cant believe that Rina is leaving tmw i ganna miss her so much
i hope she dont cheat on my while shes in japan i love this girl man best gf i ever had
although we cant have X-Mas together but i know that our hearts are as one
thats it for today i ganna take her to the air port tmw at 5 so i better get some sleep
I LOVE RINA FOREVER"

12/14/06
"we arrived late at the airport she almost miss her flight. sort of hope that she missed it tho.
man feelin lonely already~! i think she is almost there right now. it was great she kissed me
before she got on her plane and said '我愛你 Ethan sukidayo~' omg x-mas is commin
what am i ganna do by myself??
I LOVE RINA FOREVER"

12/19/06
" OMG SHE CALLED TODAY~!! finally after 5 days of waiting she finally got her cellphone
sounded busy tho. she cant say i love you because her dad is right next to her
omg i miss her so much cant even put it in to words
I LOVE RINA FOREVER"

12/23/06
" Rina called today~! although it was like... 5 min, but its enough phone bills
are killin us already ahah hope shes having fun in japan i ganna go there soon
hope she can take me around nagoya. hope her thingy gose well
I LOVE RINA FOREVER"

12/24/06
"THE FUK?  WUT DO YOU MEAN YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY?
what the hell it has only been 1day. how come shes all cold and shit.
omg what am i ganna do i have a bad feelin about this hope that i am wrong"

12/25/06
"OMG HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME? ITS FUCKIN X-MAS. you are sorry? pick up your
fucking phone. get everything together. ome rina you cant leave me now
not now not ever plz think about those happy times. this is not fair
why are you sayin this shit right now. wut did i do wrong? "

12/26/06
"omg she is not pickin up my phone call. wut ami ganna do this is bull shit
wut the fuck happened? i am going to japan tmw must find her"

12/27/06
"hi i am on the air plane omg the food taste like shit i hate AA
never take AA again.  Rina i am comming you need to let me know what happen"

12/27/06
"i am at japan right now called mommy and she said have fun
rina picked up my phone call and told me shes fine and told me
this relationship has come to an end. omg why is this happening?"

有寫日記果然記的比較清楚 想必那根頭髮 就是他當時在機場留下來的吧
日記裡面的心情轉變怎麼這麼快? 才沒幾天就變成這樣 當下的心情 因該很不容易理解吧
一年了ㄟ 我怎麼還是學不乖阿.....
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"你沒吃醋叫屁阿 跟野女人混也不甘你的是"
"是阿 是不甘我的是阿 我也只是問問看爾以 結果沒想到是真的"
"ㄟ對 最好是"
"好了啦 我要去還書了都你害我買錯的 所以你要陪我去"
"誰要陪你去阿 我快上課了"
"你自己答應的ㄟ"
"好啦好啦 愛計較"

說完 起身跟 Ellan 拿著包包走到垃圾桶旁邊 把曾經屬於他的一部分丟掉
過了一年了ㄟ 我還是穿著同一件夾克
怎麼就是學不乖阿