An old friend of mine suddenly left our circle several month ago.
We tried to contact her but couldn t reach via email or cellphone.
One of my friend once said she s worried something happened.
I felt it s ok.
Recently I have been thinking to leave that circle too.
Finally I seem to understand why my friend disappeared in a sudden.
When you feel you don t belong to a group any more.
The only thought in your mind would be to bid "farewell".
Just find a way out, otherwise you will be depressed.
Or find a circle to stay.
Tomorrow is another day!
By the way, the only conclusion of my employment with that 19th floor is:
I was that beautiful and attractive once and it s enough.
To my dear out-of-connection owl:
you really can leave this world very happily.
Your parents and forefather will be happy to welcome you!