4/25/2011
Went to church services, had connections with some familiar faces, I still have doubts. Yet I have always believed in the good. Perhaps it is time for change yet another motion that might not be followed. Just think of playing catch, no one is able to get it, get it? Religion is always something so sensitive that people may have strong opinion with...yet speaking from their heart either with or without adequate knowledge of its fundamental existence. Attracted by the good guidance of what most religion have taught, there re always flaws within those great pieces of work. I suppose there was good intent, but with somewhat discriminating alteration or modification by imperfect human, it is very easy to be interpreted differently based on different personal understanding that may be applicable. Sometimes it became two different things between preaching to others and practicing by one self, where one focus on how the religion is RIGHT and the other on how one can RIGHT themselves.
It is good to be with friends, potluck and games and documentary. People might have uncertainty for the future but never for the past. Stay calm and be faithful and thoughtful, things will turn out better than you would imagine.