1) all the advantages are there: right tools, discipline, abundant supply of fish in the ocean. but the fear of missing one or two big fish negates all the advantages. fear caused by feeling of urgency. why the urgency? not being fully aware of the implication of the advantages, ironically. unlike in some other endeavors, taking it easy makes my work more effortless. the odds are good...relax, man, relax. 2) by taking on too many things, life becomes a burden. lightness gone, mobility and freedom gone, joy gone... chanllenges to meet and problems to overcome, one after another... fun gone, and the whole purpose of living defeated. satisfaction from accomplishments as compensation? some ethics sure brainwash people good.
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