pic: White Sands National Park, New Mexico

最近的影劇新聞 那位60歲的老頭史特龍先生(Stallone) 竟然要開始拍藍波第四集(Rambo IV) 此外洛基第六集(Rocky VI)也即將在年底上映...

無意間在電視頻道看到了已接近尾聲的藍波第一集..... 在最後一幕 這位坦克車打不到 子彈射不穿的越戰英雄 偎縮在牆角嚎啕大哭地訴說著心中壓抑許久的不平衡...... 這時的配樂響起了那10多年前熟悉的音樂......

Its a long road.....

"It's a long road ... When you're on your own
And it hurts when they tear your dreams apart
And every new town just seems to bring you down
Trying to find peace of mind can break your heart

*It's a real war right outside your front door, I tell you
Out where they'll kill you
You could use a friend

Where the road ends that's the place for me
Where I'm in my own space where I'm free
That's the place I wanna be

**Cause the road is long, yeah
Each step is only the beginning
No place, just heartaches
Oh man, is anybody winning?

It's a long road, and it's hard as hell
Tell me what do you do to survive
When they drop first blood
That's just the start of it
Day and night, you got to fight to keep alive (*)(**)

It's a long road......"

10多年 一直以來沒特別去注意這首歌在唱些什麼..... 今天第一次仔細的看著字幕聽著這首歌....
頓時間 覺得好酸...... 不自覺的影射到自己心中的不平衡......... 好久了..... Ming 離開家鄉 離開父母身邊好久了.... 一轉眼15年就這樣過去了....... 原以為自己夠獨立了..... 到頭來 還是發現需要有個依靠.......


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......終究敵不過孤單與寂寞........















想哭就哭吧................