Goodbye My Love

Dears,
A beautiful sunny day out of the window,
but it is raining in my heart.....

We said goodbye to each other to yesterday.....
I woke up with the feeling of heartache this morning,
felt like dying......
I know the feeling may stay for long time
and we feel the same.
We set each other free......
it seem so cruel, but we set our hostage free, as you said.
I still remember you said before,
no matter what, you don't let go of my hand forever,
but I know time can change everything,
including you and me.

Dears,
  I'm sorry for made you so tired before.
I'm sorry I was selfish and childish sometimes.
 I'm sorry I hurt your heart by never told you my mind deep inside.
I can remember every small things you did for me
 though I never told to you.
I don't know how long it will take to get over you,
 maybe I will stay with tears for long time.
It's hard, it's pain, it's like the end of the world....
Do you know?? It ended for me when we said goodbye........

No more pain, no more hurt,
just have a best wish for you~
Take care and
May the joy and happiness around you today and always.
I also do my best for ........
I'll learn to get strong while I missing you.....
I'll take care of myself....
I'll find the happiness for myself.....

The rain is raining around me
I am listening...
to the rain that is falling to my heart.....