ever felt like the world is not enough? 
i have. 
sorry about what happend yesterday, i was not thinking when i talk 
all i was trying to do was to protect you and our relationship...... maybe i am asking too much of you
some how i felt like the end was so close 
i felt like i was going to lose a part of myself again
and i did...... 
i lost my mind when i said those words.... i lost my cool......
hope you'll forgive me because.... i dont know i forgive you for what you ganna do later....
not enough freedom i soppose.....and too much love....
too much love to handle and not enough freedom to spare
maybe it dosent make any sence when people dont understand it
but we do.... i meant.... i do....... do you ?

maybe i am over protecting maybe i put too much in this.....
maybe i am typing too much or say too much.....
maybe you wont understand what i wrote......
maybe you wont even take time to read it......
or .... best of all, maybe i am just thinking too much......

i cant do anything right
sit in front of a school's computer and forgot i still have a final to take in 2 hours
i hope that this is not comming to an end.....i really dont
and i hope you felt the same way.....

a true love story never end......
what authors can do is to keep writing it
write on till his and her hairs turn white, eyes gose blind, breath gets hard
love untill their heart stop
.......

well.... at least thats how i feel.........

it was stupid to say those things, speak those words...
but i am doing it to protect, not only myself, but the authors of our love story