This go out to someone that was once the most important person in my life.
i didn't realize that at the time.
i can't forgive myself for the way i treated you so don't really expect you to either.
it's just... i don't even know. just listen.
you're the one that i want, the one that i need.
the one that i gotta have just to succeed.
when i first saw you, i knew it was real.
i'm sorry about the pain i made you feel.
that wasn't me, let me show you the way.
i look for the sun but it's rainy today.
i remember when i first time i look into your eyes,
it was like i was there, heaven in the sky.
i war with the skies because i didn't want to get hurt.
but i didn't know why it made everything worst.
you told me we were crazy in love,
but you didn't care when push came to shove.
if you love me as much as you said you did,
then you wouldn't have hurt me like i ain't shit.
now you push me away like you never even knew me,
i love you with my heart, really and truely.
i guess you forgot the time that we shared,
when i would run my fingures through your hair.
late nights, just holding you in my arms,
i don't know how i can do you so wrong.
i really want to show you, i really need to hold you.
i really want to know you like no one else could know you.
you're number one, always in my heart.
and know i can't believe our love is torn apart.
i need you and i miss you and i want you
and i love you cause i wanna to hold you,
i wanna to kiss you, you are my everything and i really miss you.
i need you and i miss you and i want you
and i love you cause i wanna to hold you,
i wanna to kiss you, you are my everything and i really miss you.
i knew you was gonna sit and play this with your new man,
and sit and and laughing as you are holding his hands.
the thought of that just shatters my heart,
it breaks in my soul, and it tears me apart.
a time i was off, i was scare to show you,
now i wanna hold you until i can't hold you.
without you, everything seems strange.
your name is forever planned in my brain.
dammit i've been sin, take away the pains,
take away the hurt baby we can make it work.
what about when you look into my eyes,
told me you would love me as you would hug me.
i guess everything you said was a lie.
i think about it, it bring tears to my eyes.
now i'm not leaving a thought in your mind,
i can see clearly my love is not blind.
i need you and i miss you and i want you
and i love you cause i wanna to hold you,
i wanna to kiss you, you are my everything and i really miss you.
i need you and i miss you and i want you
and i love you cause i wanna to hold you,
i wanna to kiss you, you are my everything and i really miss you.
i just wish everything can turn out different.
i had a special feeling about you.
i thought maybe you did too.
you'll understand but no matter what, you'll always be in my heart and you'll always be my baby.
our first day, it seems so magical.
i remember all the times that i had with you.
remember when you first day you came to my house,
you looked like an angel wearing that blouse.
we hit the door, i knew it was real,
but now i can take away the pains away that i feel.
reach in your heart, i know i am still there,
i don't wanna hear that you no longer care.
remember the times, remember when we kiss,
i never think that you would do me like this.
i didn't think that you want to see me depress,
i thought you'll be there for me, this i confess.
you said you was my best friend, was that a lie?
now i'm nothing to you, you're with another guy.
i try, i try, i try and i'm trying.
now on the inside, i feel like i'm dying
i need you and i miss you and i want you
and i love you cause i wanna to hold you,
i wanna to kiss you, you are my everything and i really miss you.
i need you and i miss you and i want you
and i love you cause i wanna to hold you,
i wanna to kiss you, you are my everything and i really miss you.
and i do miss you, i just thought we were meant to be.
i guess now we'll never know.
the only thing i want is for you to be happy wheather you're with me or without me.
i just want you to be happy
(譯‥)
曾經她是我生命中最重要的一個人，
但當時我卻沒有意識到。
當時那樣的對你，直到現下我無法原諒我自己。
我從來沒有真正想過，要你投入另一個人的懷抱。
從來沒有
我只是…我只是…我真的不知道結果會那樣…
你…你能聽我講嗎
你是我想要的那個唯一，
也是我需要的那個唯一，
是唯一我想要成功的唯一。
當我第一次看到你的時候，
我知道你是我真正的唯一，
但我卻讓你陷入了痛苦的境地，
對不起，真的對不起﹗
那不是我﹗
那不是真正的我﹗
但是世事就是這樣無奈，
就像我想要太陽，
天空卻偏偏下起了雨一樣的無奈。
我還記得第一次凝望你眼眸時的情景，
在裡面我彷彿看到了上帝，彷彿看到了天堂。
我害怕受到傷害，所以我總是披著偽裝來保護自己。
但我卻不知道，這樣的我讓每一事變得更加糟糕。
你告訴我我們瘋狂地相愛著。
但是在緊要關頭你卻總是那樣不在乎
如果你像你所說的那樣愛我
那你一定不會像對待一個傻瓜那樣地傷害我
我愛你，真真正正、完完全全、全身心的愛你、
可如今你卻一把將我推開，好像你從來就沒有認識過我
我想你一定忘記了我們曾經一起渡過的美好時光。
那些午夜
我輕輕地將你挽入臂彎，用手指柔柔地觸摸著你的頭髮
那時我絕不知道，我將怎樣錯誤地對待你，
我真的想抱著你，
我真的想知道你比其他所有人都要理解我，
你永遠都在我心裡佔據著重要的地位。
我永遠也不相信我們的愛就這樣被割裂了。
我需要你，
我思念你，
我想要你，
我愛著你，
我想抱著你，
我想吻著你，
我真的很想你，
你就是我的所有，
我知道你將要和一個新的男人重復發生在你我之間的愛情遊戲。
我知道你會坐在他的身邊，笑著牽住他的雙手。
每當想到這些，我的心就像被撕裂了一樣。
這種想法甚至撕開了我的靈魂，將我整個分成了兩半。
當我們外出的時候，我真的很害怕讓你看到。
現下的我非常非常的想抱住你直到我無法再能抱著你，
沒有你，所有的一切看起來都彷彿陌生了起來。
你的名字永遠地銘刻在了我的大腦裡。
愚蠢﹗我真的很愚蠢。
拿走痛苦，
拿走傷害，
親愛的﹗我們一定能夠重新開始。
告訴我好嗎﹗
你在想些什麼，但你凝視著我的眼眸。
告訴我好嗎，
你還愛著我，
告訴我好嗎，
你想擁抱我，
也許你說的一切都只是謊言。
一個彌天大謊，
想到這，我的眼裡就會含滿淚水。
我清楚地看到，
在你的內心裡現下的我，已不再重要。
我清楚地看到，
你的愛已不再像從前一般盲目，
我只希望一切能夠會變得不一樣，
對你我有一種特別的感覺，
我想︰
也許你對我也會這樣吧，
也許你會理解我的這種感覺吧。
然而…
不管怎樣，
你永遠都會留在我的心裡，
你永遠都會是我的寶貝。
還記得我們相遇的那一天，那真是夢幻般的一天
我還清楚地記得和你在一起渡過的分分秒秒
我還清楚地記得你第一次來我家裡時的情景
你穿著那件寬鬆的襯衣，看起來就像一個天使一樣美麗
我們適合相愛，我知道我們真的適合相愛。
但是現下我卻不能擺脫內心的痛苦。
因為我知道你的內心裡依然有我的位置，
因為我真的不想聽你說，
你不再在乎我。
還記得那些時刻嗎﹗記得那些我們雙唇相接的時刻嗎？
我真的不相信你竟會那樣對我﹗
我真的不相信你會忍心看我難過﹗
我只相信你會在那裡為我停留，
我只相信﹗
你曾說過你是我最好的朋友﹗
那是個謊言嗎？
現下你和我行同陌路，
現下你已經和另一個男孩相守相依。
我曾經試著忘記你
我曾經試著忘記你，
我曾經試著忘記你，
或者我一直在努力地試著忘記。
然而，
現下我卻也正在慢慢地死去，
我真的想你，
現下我們也許永遠不會知道，
我唯一希望的只是你能快樂。
不管有我在你身邊，或者沒有。
我唯一希望的只是你能快樂。
You are .. my everything ..
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