overliberty for me is an invisible burden
fly up away from the prison is a dream i long for before
but so what now??!!!
the sentimental factors attach on me
hard for me to get rid of them!! I HATE!!!
to think alone is always faster than to speak...sometimes
but taste the bitterness by yourself....dilemma...alas!!!
no longer backward to the golden age you want
only step forward to the epitomme you plan
even though you can t predict how curve the road is
resist, reluctant, avoid, empathy....
write down these words seem not curtail worries
but appease my furious emotion.....maybe I HOPE!!!
the most important for me now is" Learn to be INDEPENDENT!!!!!"
"Learn to be RESPONSIBLE for myself!!!"