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作者: ONE 日期: 2007.02.11  天氣:  心情:

                                                                               哈

                                                                               前幾天看到有關於網路騙子的事


                                                                               所以就想到了這張圖


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今天說真的
說複雜也不複雜

說忙也不是

但是就是心情從混亂轉平靜的一天吧

從跟大家熬夜聊天的那一天開始
就開始即時通會客室連抓

平常我不用這個的

因為我不擅常交際

早上阿睡起來就吃吃吃早餐

吃吃吃早餐後就打給媽媽

說要吃午餐



結果就跟媽媽出去找了兩個小時



燒      肉       店

可是不知道為什麼

他們

都挑今天              
沒          開



                                                                                                  而晚上回來應該是最混亂的時候吧

                                                                                                                              跑去看了一個人網誌

                                                                                                                          那是我高職三年的好友的網誌

                                                                                                             而我在去年的十一月封鎖她


                                                                                                                                                                                                                       為什麼

                                                                                                           原因其實還蠻簡單的吧

                                                                                                       就是她在被後叫別人不要理我



                                                                                                                      不斷的說謊



                                                                                                       扭曲本來不該是那樣的事

                                                                                                       而還反說我才是扭曲事實的人

                                                                                                       上了大學後以為她會改

                                                                                                       可是並沒有

                                                                                                       所以就封鎖了

                                                                                                       等自己有天可以直接跟她說

                                                                                                       你才是扭曲事實的人 賤人 小人 帶著假面具的人

                                                                                    至少現在我還沒辦法面對

                                                                           現在想想遇到這種事也不是第一次了

                                                                             上大學調適就出了兩極端的變化

                                                                              一種是不管怎樣壓力就是很大

                                                                                      怕踏出家門的每一步

                                                                                 怕這個人會不會跟她一樣

                                                                                                                                        而另一方面卻異常的冷漠

                                                                                                                                        就是前些日子提過的變的冷淡些

                                                                                                                                        事事無所謂

                                                                                                                                        而面對人的調適

                                                                                                                          現在也多很多了

                                                                                                             因為我大學同學認識的是現在的我

                                                                                              僅管別人再那樣說

                                                                                我只要冷漠就可

                                                                    問心無愧也好

                                                        而對於她

                                                        我不知怎麼說

                                                        感覺上無話可說吧

                                           最近很混亂

                            可是連混亂源自己也不清楚時

              我也不知怎樣自我治療了

其實我還蠻想知道

為什麼自己有很多煩惱

其實卻沒有一件事是真正煩惱到像以前

看到就吐

看到就哭

看到就不舒服

也就是沒有放在心上的事

不是很在乎什麼事

可能就是懶懶的原因吧

             早些時候跟浩一講過

                       我說

                                可能我身體中有個小人

                                        
     然後每天幫我把行程排的好好的

                                                               事情也分析的好好的

                                                                              上學掃地上課開會上課放學輸出趕作業


                                                                                          這樣僅湊的

                                                                                          而寒假一開始

                                                                                          小人突然罷工了

                                                                                          也不知道該如何去讓這小人恢復動


                                                                                          暑假明明那麼拼

                                                                                          而這個寒假

                                                                                          卻混亂到很茫然

                                                                                          茫然的 不知所措

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